Myself. Thought I am not a very good friend to myself. I feel lonely most of the time and I am boring.
I am trying to get out of the house more and hopefully someday soon I will talk to someone more than saying, hi. I thought about this the other day. I thought you never talk to women you like. Then I had an epiphany now I know why I am single. Because as I have found out from observation if I women are friendly to me and I don't say anything to them the will for some reason I can't understand think I am not interested and move on. I suppose they can't read my mind. I wish my mind were a book so that they could read it and then I would not have to go up to them and risk getting rejected.
And I need to work on my smiling. When I say hi I usually don't smile unless its someone I know would never like me. Which is weird I know. So I am working on smiling at women who I think like me and not wasting my smiles on people who don't care. I am cutting down on wasted effort.
My blog contains repetitive posts that are about my dream to become a computer animator and programmer. Its dull, boring and guaranteed to make you hit the back button after you read just one word. Happy reading, Enjoy. This blog also contains fiction.
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