Party Animal

I feel energized if they are women I like otherwise I wish I had stayed home and read a book or watched a movie. When I was younger I never really cared if I saw someone. Never got excited thinking that I might see them. That's how I remember it anyway. I probably thought I was weird if I wanted to see someone or talk to them. I was like that until about a decade ago. Which was when I had my first huge crush on this woman I like. It was so energizing to see her. It made the rest of my day great every time I saw her.

Now whenever I see some one I like I feel great but, otherwise as I said I would rather stay home and read a book. And I don't even like reading that much.