As I have said over and over again I want to make computer animations. As I have also said before the animations will only be a few seconds long. I was just thinking maybe I should make some black and white animations, that would be cool.
I have been trying to think of a character I could make up and I think I have though one up. Jimmy Gingerbread the toughest man in the west, maybe or maybe not. It definitely has to have a gingerbread man.
Continuing from yesterday. I think the name failure is my friend if great for my blog because I fail at everything. I have failed to write my own computer programs, failed to make animations with blender. I am tired of writing in my blog that this will be the year I create a website or this will be the year I make animations. I need to see results. I want to make stuff.
My blog is so repetitive. All I write about now are the things I talked about in the previous paragraph. My blog is so bad I don't even want to read it anymore. I need to stop wring about doing something and just do it. There I go again repeating myself. Someday I will make something I know I will.
I am changing the name of my blog because I feel like it. Machine Instructions does not seem appropriate for this blog. It needs a title that is more, well more. I don't know what the word is and really who cares anyway.
Back when I stated this blog I am sure I had dreams of blogging success. Hundreds of thousands of readers, I would be a keynote speaker at blogging conferences. In other words I thought I would be an internet celebrity. Now though I realize that this blog will never be popular. I mean who would read it, its horrible. I don't blame anyone for not reading it.
Even though I probably will never be as good a blogger as I hopped I would be I want to keep posting every day because I like writing, it relaxes me. My writing is painful to read but, so what as long as I enjoy doing it. Goodnight.
I have not been doing much programming for the past few days but, hope to get back to it shortly. I have had some computer problems lately so I have not had time to program. This will be the year I make something. I promise my self, yes in deed. I do break promises all the time though.
Sorry for not writing an entry for the past few days but, its been a hectic week of doing nothing. One thing went wrong and then another thing went wrong and on and on. First my slipper got torn because well, I tore them in a fit of happiness. I know you are dying to know why I was so happy diary so I will tell you why I was so miserable no, wait, I meant to write happy. I watched half an hour of my favorite movie "Silly and the band" and let me tell you that is one heck of an accomplishment.
That is one bad movie. Well anyway diary its time for bed goodnight. I will tell you about tomorrow tomorrow and today tomorrow also, if that makes any sense. Goodnight.There was much excitement yesterday. I practiced writing some javascript. I read part of a tutorial on jquery.com. I started out excited and then as usually happens to me I start to think to myself: I will never be able to learn this and then I can't function. I try to read the words but, nothing makes sense anymore. I suppose I need a lot more practice with javascript. This post is exciting isn't it.
In addition to learning how to program and putting up a web site this year I want to start making and putting online 3d animations that I make with blender. They might not be more than a few seconds long though because my computer is not that powerful and I don't want the file sizes to big because the animations would take me to long to upload if the files sizes were to big. I just want to start making animations. I hope I can make the animations at least 5 to 10 seconds long. They will be bad I am sure. That's all for now.
I have mentioned before that I have a lot of tutorials that I need to read. It overwhelming because there are some many. I just need to get started and read a few each day and how know maybe in five or six years I will get through reading half of them. Where is this post going. No where that is where. So I am ending this post. See you later.
More senseless talk about a web site. I know I go on about making a web site but, who cares no one reads this blog anyway. Like I have said before I want to make a web site. So I just need to get something put up onto the web. I don't think it will ever be great but, I need to make on because I want to make one. If you know what I mean. I am real excited right now but, I know when I get the web site put up I am sure I will be disappointed. That's the end of today's boring post. See you tomorrow if I don't see you later today :).
Sorry diary for not writing and entry for awhile. I have been totally stressed since I ate all that candy. I have not been able to anything. Ok, ok I never do anything even when I am not stressed but, now I am stressed and not doing anything. I have just been able to lay up in bed and not been able to do anything else.
On the positive side I have been able to catch up on my T.v. viewing. I just sit there day after day staring at the television and it is not even turned on. I must say it is an impressive looking piece of electronics. It just wonderful looking. I know, I know diary I could you know turn it on but, it looks so peaceful when it is turned off. I can't bring myself to ruin all that by turning it on as I just said. Sorry diary I am repeating myself.
Are you still with me diary. I hope I have not put you to sleep. Hellooo. Well I will let you go diary. I know you are busy. Goodnight.
I know yesterday I talked about a web site and so today I will too. For years I have wanted to put up a web site. But there probably will not be an internet to put my web site on by the time I get around to building said web site. I am waiting so long because my web site needs to be perfect for that one person that will visit it. I picture it being like this blog: bad writing and no readers.
But you know, having no one interested in what I write is a good thing. No one will insult my intelligence; except myself of course, I can write what I want and no one will complain; because no one cares, and I can post as much as I want and no one will complain; again because no one cares.
But I think if I ever do get a web site up I will have fun building it even though no one will ever visit it. I love programming and get upset that I don't know how to program. I need to get that web site up. Go web site.
Continuing with the completely uninteresting posts on programming. This year I hope to finally make a website. I know what kind of web site I want to make as I have said in this blog before. I want to make a website that has games that I make that people can play. I said before that I want to make atari 2600 games. Now I also think that I want to make some games with JavaScript and put those on the website too.
I want the website to use html 4.0 or html 5. I will also use css and php. I have a lot to do so I need to get started. I have got mountains of tutorials that I want to read on those programming languages.
Today I did some deep thinking. Not to deep though. Yesterday I wrote that I wanted to start making programs. Then I started thinking about why do I want to learn so many programming languages. I guess I want to look smart is the reason I came up with for why I want to learn so many programming languages. Its time to stop trying to be or look smart. I want to see if I can write programs. I have wanted to programs for years but, like I said yesterday I have never made anything. I know I can do it if I focus. I will try this year. I will give it my best shot.
I thought I would write another post about programming today and so I will. I know I say this all the time but, I want to make my own programs. So with that in mind I have stopped thinking I need to lean a lot of programming languages. I know I need to learn only a few languages.
I only have so much time to practice programming. Also what is the point of learning hello world in every programming language and not knowing how to make programs. Of course I can learn as many programming languages as I want. And do I ever like learning a little bit about some programming language I have never tried before. But gosh I just want to start making programs.
I was just thinking that maybe I should stop worrying about programming languages and only worry about making things. Because I always worry about should I learn a bunch of programming languages or one or two and it doesn't matter with options I try I still have not made anything. Maybe that is what I should do just worry about creating programs and not worry about programming languages. Use whatever language I want but, just start making stuff today. Because if I don't stat making programs I will forever be just creating hello world programs. Yes I need to start creating and not worrying about how many programming languages I am trying to learn or not learn, just make programs. Go, go go.
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