I want to put animations I make on my blog

I want to post animations I make on my blog. I know I have said all this before but, this time I will do it, probably. So with that in mind today I installed the newest version of synfig on my computer. I want to make 3d animations with blender but, the 3d animations might be to big for me to upload and take a long time to render.

I have tried to learn synfig before but, I did not make it past two or three of the tutorials on the synfig website. I hope this time I will be able to learn how to make some cool animations using synfig.I also hope I actually follow through on leaning how to use the program. Wish me luck. Goodnight.

I can't wait to learn so html 5

I have said before on my blog that I want to learn xhtml or mybe I said I learned xhtml I don't remember but, anyway now I can't wait to learn html 5. I am sure I have have plenty of tutorials about html 5 bookmarked now I just need to read them and put up a website. Yes I am serious this time I am going to put up a website using html 5, css, and javascript. My goal is to create a website because that is what I want to do. It might not look good but, I will have made a website.

I am repeating myself again

I am repeating myself again but, I want to start making things instead of writing about wanting to make things. As I have said before probably a million times or maybe I have not said it before I can't remember. I want to make computer programs and I also want to make animations, and video games.

But no I don't make anything I just agonize about which programming language I should learn or which graphics program I should be leaning. I spend all that time thinking when I could have made something already if I had stuck to learning one language and one graphics program. I need to stop worrying about which programming language to learn and start making something. Make something silly, that is all I have to say to myself. Goodnight silly.

Depressing talk about failure

A few days ago I read a blog post on the blog illuminated mind about failure. As I was writing yesterdays blog post I thought I know what I want tomorrows blog post to be about that blog post I read. But as I got closer to writing today's post I thought I cant write about that what if I completely missed the point of the post and I look foolish or worse look like an idiot because I totally missed the point. But the heck with my fears I am writing what I want to write.

The post talks about failure. Specifically it says if you want to succeed fail more and maybe you will succeed with you goals or dreams. I think that is what it says although I could have failed to grasp the meaning of the article.

So after reading the the blog post I thought about myself. I think I worry about failing or making mistakes to much. I always think I have to be perfect I can't make a mistake or mess up, not me no way. But when I think about it I have failed a lot: I still can't programming after trying for years, my blog is not great, I have not put up a website, I don't win most of the sweepstakes I enter and the list goes on. And after reading the the post about failure I can't wait to fail more. hooray for failure. This blog post is a failure, goodnight.

Today its time for a little whining

Today its time for some whining. I have a ton of things I want to read and not enough time to read everything. My bookmarks folder keeps filling up with blog and website posts I want to read. Its the same with my email and PDFs. The stuff keeps piling up and I feel overwhelmed. Why do I want to lean so much stuff, why why.

I hope I will be able to get all that reading done or perhaps some of the stuff might get accidentally deleted from my hard drive. It sure would be nice to be able to read everything so I will give it my best shot and if I finish everything fine if I don't read everything fine too. Sillys calm now, goodnight everyone.

Today I want to talk about blogging

Today I want to talk about blogging. A while ago I said I just wanted to update this blog whenever I felt like it well I have changed my mind and now I want to update it everyday. Its fun writing even if no one will ever read what I write. Writing make me feel better. And I think writing every day makes me a better writer, I hope anyway.

Also when I updated my blog whenever I felt like it, it resulted in me not updating my blog for weeks at a time. I still don't have much to write about but, I don't care no one is reading my blog anyway. At least I hope no one is reading my blog.

I am sure I have written about inkscape becfore

I am sure I have written about inkscape before, but I want to write about it again so I am. I installed inkscape on my computer awhile ago, but did not not make anything with the program until a few days ago when I stated reading a guide on how to use inkscape. I had lots of fun making my first inkscape image.

So now that I am learning inkscape I thought to myself what do I want to use it to make images for. The first thing that came to mind was making images for a video game that I would make in love. Also I thought why not make images for my blog. So I have ideas on what I want to use inkscape for now all I have to do is learn inkscape.

My new hobby entering twitter contests

Today I an writing about twitter. I have been using twitter for several months now. I want to tweet more ofter but, I don't think I have anything interesting to write about so I just enter twitter contests. I suppose I could tweet about what I ate for lunch or dinner like I did my first week or two on twitter although I don't want to write about that stuff and I am sure no one wants to read about it either.

So back to entering twitter contests. I probably was not aware of twitter contests will I signed up for the site. I can't ever remember what the first twitter contest I entered was. But now I enter one or two twitter contests a day. I still have not won any twitter contest but, I hope I will win one soon.

oh yes, I also wanted to write about a website that I saw in the contest queens newsletter its called tweets and treats. When I saw the link I thought wow a website that lists only twitter contests I never thought those existed, I lean something everyday, yes I do. Now I just need to enter hundreds of twitter sweepstakes a day and the prizes will roll in, yay. Today's entertaining post is done thats all no more untill tomarrow, by by now.

I want to learn lua so I can use love

I am sure I have written this before but, I will write it again. I want to learn lua so I can use love to make an animation or a game.

I thought to myself why not learn lua you want to lean it so lean it already. It is probably to much to try and learn lua and c++ at the same time but, I will try to lean them both but unfortunately probably fail to lean either language and then continue to write on my blog that I want to make my own programs. How sad I know. But I can dream can't I.

So to lean lua I am reading programming in lua the first edition. I have probably tried to read the book once or twice before but, this time I guarantee I will finish it, maybe. If I lean lua and c++ I would like to lean how to embed lua in c++ that would be cool!!

Until tomorrow goodnight.

I am currently read sams teach youself c++ 3rd ed

Today I want to talk about programming so here it goes. I am currently reading sams teach yourself c++ in 21 days third edition. The book is about ten years old, but I have always wanted to finish it but, never have. I usually read up to chapter 17 but, quit there. So it is time to finish the book and time to actually finish reading a computer book. Yes sir, it is about time.

I know I keep saying it over and over again but, I really do want to make a useful computer program. I don't know if I will able to write that program in c++ but, maybe I can. Hopeful a year from now I will be able to write a small computer program that is useful or cool and finally gotten past just printing hello world to the console. I hope!!

I just finished reading blender basics

A few months ago I wanted to find some free books to read that had blender tutorials. I used a search engine and it took me only one search to find blender basics. I thought wow I have never heard of the book blender basics before. I am sure there are a lot of books having to do with blender that I have never heard of but, it surprised me that I had never heard of this one. So anyway I downloaded the book and have been reading it ever since.

Then a couple of days ago I did something that I usually never do with books that I download from the Internet and read on my computer I finished reading blender basics. Well most of the book. I still have not done some of the tutorials in the book, but I read all the way to the end. Yay for me!!.

I enjoyed reading blender basics because I learned a lot from reading the book. Now if I could just remember every thing I read.!!

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My bic pens

Here is a picture of the bic pens I won on july 14. I thought I had already received my bic pens, but then one day I got a small package that contained the bic pens. Then I took a look at the other pen that I thought said bic on it, but it said sharpie. Oops I did not read the label on the pen I just assumed it was a bic pen. I wonder what sweepstakes I won that sharpie pen from.

I won twice yesterday

For my first win I received an email that said I won a 25 dollar cinemark gift card. The email was in my junk folder and I almost left it there, but I decided to move it to me inbox and open it up and see what it said and I am glad I did.

My second win of the day was an instant win of a bag of fun size twix bars. I love twix and can't wait to eat my prize.I have won four times in eleven days. I am on a roll. I hope the wins keep coming.