I want my youth back

My youth back. So I can do what I did not do when I was young. Read books, go to college, talk more. I would do it right knowing what I know. I would not waste time. I would do something.

I think a lot about what if I had done things differently when I was younger. Read a lot of books from the school library instead of watch television and play video games and listen to the radio. Or if I had tried to get good grades in school. Or been more interested in going to college. Had not been so worried that people were judging me. I wish I were the person I am now back then so that I can do more with my life with the extra years.