The ability to find the excitement in everyday life. I think when I was younger I enjoyed everything. And now it seems like I don't enjoy much of anything. One of the reasons I think is take myself much to seriously like the fate of the world is riding on what I think.
Yes, someday I will be on the news and I will be introduced as this is Nobody for nowhere and lets her what nobody has to say about the fiscal policy of the government. The fate of the world is riding on my opinions because I so important. But, then if I were not me I have to ask myself would i care about my opinions and my answer would have to be no.
Ok, I think it would be more accurate to say that I think its the ability to not take myself seriously that I have lost.
Thinking about it some more. probably the most precious think I ever lost was leaning in my youth. What I mean by that is that when I was in school I did not study much and now looking back on it I wish I would have studied. Or had a goal or reading the entire school library or just read as many books as I could but, I did not do that I was more interested in sports. Who was the starting running back for a football team or who should be in the national championship game. I feel like I wasted my youth on thinks I did not enjoy and on things that I did not like. Probably because that is what I always did. Thinking about sports. And I never asked myself do I like what I am doing or could I be doing something I like more. But, I cant go back.
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