The end

Today I am going to stop blogging on this blog. When I started this blog a few years ago I had dreams of being a good blogger with lots of fans but, now I now that will never happen. Now I am not scared to write a blog when I first started writing post though I realize that I need to improve my writing. I also need to find something to write about other then, nothing. I also need to improve on a lot of other things; to many to name here.

I may not be the worst blogger in the word but, I am pretty close. So its unfortunate that I still want to keep blogging but, on a different blog. Luckily no one will read that blog either. So goodbye, this blog is over, although I won't delete it.

Thrilling post

This will be a thrilling post. Today I read some more of the blender user manual. Wow. It great that I used blender today because its been a three or more days since I worked with blender. I need to practice more.

No use writing a blog post today

No use writing a blog post today because I can't come up with anything today.

I need to think more

You know I think maybe my blog posts would be better if I sat down for awhile and thought out what I want to write about instead of just going to my blog and thinking well Ok now I need to write a blog post what should I write about; I usually can't think of anything to write about, surprise, surprise. Plan, Plan is what I need to do.Of course my blog might not be very good if I thought about my blog posts but, who knows it could help.

Sometime I think I will never be able

Sometimes I think I will never be able to write my own programs. After all I have tried for five years and have not succeeded yet. But the future could be different I suppose or it could be the same. I hope in the future that I can write my own programs and blog about them.

Today there will not be an interesting post

There will not be an interesting post today. Its like all the other post this year boring but, I want to keep posting everyday so I need to write something. This post is over.

I am still trying to learn python

I am still trying to learn python and I am having a fun time. The is the longest I have ever spent learning a programming language because as I have mentioned many times before I switch from programming language to programming language. I know I can learn to write programs, I know it. Its something I have wanted to do and I will do it.

Boring

Unfortunately today's post will not be the first post where I start to write better post, bummer. Maybe tomorrow, maybe not tomorrow. I don't know.

Blah

Earlier today I was thinking to myself that I want to write a blog that I am proud of. It would be something I can take pride in and say to myself wow, no one reads my blog but, that is fine because I am proud of myself because of the good and interesting writing.

I am so far away from those goal. No on reads my blog but, my writing is bad. I don't write anything interesting I just write the same boring stuff over and over again. So I want to improve my writing. That will be no small task.

Blender talk

I can't wait to start making animations and games with blender. I know I always say that but, I am repeating myself. I am so excited.

600 + posts, Yay

Wow I have written 600 blog posts. That a lot of bad post that for sure. I never though I would make it this long blogging. Yay, fore me.

One thing I wish I could do is write better blog posts but, what can I say I am boring and not a very good writer. To bad.

I finally download inskape 4.7 today

I finally was able to download the newest version of inkscape today. I have tried to download it several times before but, the download would always start to slow up and then stop before the installer was finished downloading. Even today the download stopped the first time. So I thought maybe I will switch to a different browser to download inkscape and yep that worked. Hooray.

Now I need to get learning inkscape otherwise installing it will have been a waste of time. Get learning, Silly.

Great post, now way, ha ha

Oh I don' have anything interesting to write about today and I don't feel like writing so I am ending this post now. Goodnight.

silly fake dairy

I don't have anything to write about so I will just start writing or maybe I won't start writing. No, no, I will start writing. I will write fiction today that's what I will do.

Dear diary I am sorry for the long delay, no that's not what I mean. Sorry that I have not written for awhile Ok, no I am not. No way am I sorry that I have not written a diary entry for a few weeks. To bad if you missed me diary because I don't care. I don't care one bit.

So whats going on in my life now, I am sure you don't care diary but, I am telling you anyway. I am doing absolutely nothing that's what. Ok so there is nothing new in my life. What wrong with that? Nothing, goodnight diary.

Whoo

I think eventually I will finish reading dive into python 3. I am so excited that I have stuck to learning a programming language. I know I can learn how to make small programs.

Exciting post, not

I hope I can keep on blogging so when I have something to write about I will have a place to write about it. I hope that makes sense and if it doesn't to bad.

Yet another dull post

I have nothing to write about today, but I want to write so I am writing. That's all.

A stunning post

I really need to find something to write about so that I don't always write that my posts are boring. After almost two years of blogging you would thing I would have found something to write about but, no I have not because I am still trying to learn python and blender. I guess I could write about that, maybe.

I did not get much accomplished yesterday

Time for today's uninteresting post. I did not get much done yesterday other then reading emails and entering sweepstakes. Unfortunately I had let my emails build up for a few days so I had about 180 unread emails to read. That may emails takes me a couple of hours to get through. I got the number of email in my in box down though.

A dull pointless post

Yesterday I spent a lot of my day entering sweepstakes so I did not have much time to program or make 3d models. I seems like no matter how long I am on my computer I get the same amount of work done. I could get on my computer at 5:00am and still barely finish reading my email everyday. That's all for today.

Yesterday I spent more time reading

Yesterday I spent some more time reading the blender user manual and dive into python 3. I had some fun in other words. If I keep doing what I did yesterday who knows I may make something some day. This post is putting me to sleep so I will end it.

There is a boring post comming

I am so proud of myself I am still trying to read dive into python 3. Yes, for me. Usually by now I would have quit read the book and went on to learning and reading another programming language and book without of course finishing dive into python 3. I know I will be a below average programmer but, I want to be able to finish what I start.

Another outstanding post, not

Yesterday I re-read a chapter or two from blender basics and today I read some more of the blender user manual on blender.org. Ok I almost fell asleep re-reading that last sentence because it is so exciting. My posts are getting worse and worse and yet I keep blogging. I am glad no one reads this blog because they might fall asleep at their computer. Ah in twenty years when I start making animations with blender then I will have something interesting to write about but, until then more boring blog posts. Say that 20 times Boring Blog posts, Boring Blog posts.....Goodnight Silly Notsosupercoder.

Today's boring post

Time for today's boring post where I say I still have not produced any animations or finished reading dive into python 3. How exciting.

Let me take this opportunity to say that I have still

Let me take this opportunity to say that I still have not made any animations and also that I cant think of anything to write so I an writing off the top of my head, no wait I always write off the top of my head so that is not news. Maybe I should take some time to think about what I am going to write about each day; why bother it would not make what I write about any more interesting. Goodnight.

Today is one of those days where I am posting

Today is one of those days where I am writing a blog post just so I can say that I post everyday. I suppose I could come up with something interesting to write but, that requires work and I don't like work.

I am repeating myself again

It seems to me that no matter how long I am on my computer I am never able to get everything I want to get done, done. That's probably the way it is with everyone. I will have to content myself with getting the most important things finished and if I don't achieve my other goals that is Ok, because there is only so much time in the day.

My blog should be called definitive proof that I am boring

My blog should be called definitive proof that I am boring because I am boring. Someday I hope to become unboring or exciting but, until then I will have to write boring blog posts.

I spend so much time doing other things online

I spend so much time doing other things online that I don't have enough time to work on my blender skills. Somehow I have got to figure out how to spend some time making things in blender everyday other wise I will never get the hang of the program. I know I will make animations someday, I hope.

silly fake diary entry #23

I am doing something out of the ordinary today diary I am taking the whole day off and sitting on the couch and watching my favorite movies. Oops sitting on the couch and watching my favorite movies is something I do everyday so never mind what I said in the first sentence diary.

Someday I am going to get up off that couch and do something or move around but, not until I finish eating the popcorn ha ha. I am completely serious though diary when I say this life of leisure is getting to me because I am getting old and now looking back what have I done with my life, nothing I tell you, nothing. You know writing that down now and reading it over doing nothing with my life does not sound so bad. I think I will go eat more popcorn. Goodnight diary.

Just a quick post

Today just a quick post to say that I am still trying to learn python. Gosh I am so exciting.

silly fake diary entry #23

Today more of silly's fake diary.

Its been a great day today. Diary I don't believe I have discussed my technological illiteracy before so why not write about it today. Until my learning sessions with bob I was unable to turn on my computer because I could not find the power button, how silly is that. So I had to have Bob the Butler get my computer all set up for me; you know turning on the computer and logging onto the Internet because I could not do any of that stuff. I am so embarrassed. A few weeks ago I decided that someday I would turn on and log onto the Internet myself without Bob the butlers help.

To make my dream come true it took minutes of work over several weeks. First I told bob the butler that if he would not help me learn how to turn on my computer and get it onto the Internet he was fired. So of course he was glad to help me. We had a total of two learning sessions(his term not mine) lasing several minutes each.

For the first learning session he showed me where the power button is on the computer. He had to show me where it was a few times before I found it on my own.

The second session consisted of him you guessed it, showing me how to log onto the Internet. Again he had to show me several times until I could log on by myself. I was exhausted, but fulfilled.

Today I put my lessons into practice for the first time. I am still scared of my computer. I think if I press the wrong button I will delete all my files. Someday I will get the hang of this gadget. Time for bed, goodnight.

Noting interesting to talk about on the

I have noting exciting to write about programming. I am still reading dive into python 3. I am surprised at myself; I am still only trying to learn one programming language. Wow, this a boring post. Goodnight.

silly fake diary entry #22

Woe is me diary. Today started off wrong. I got out of bed at 12:01pm to brush my teeth; I am an early riser, he he. So I go into the master bathroom, its huge by the way, and I pick up my tooth brush and pick up the tube of toothpaste and oh, no its empty. So then I had to look in the drawer under the sink where I keep a small tube of toothpaste for just such emergencies as I was having today and oh gosh the tube was missing.

I was in a state of panic at this point. How can I go out without brushing my teeth, what if I talk to someone and they notice I have not brushed my teeth. At this point I was racking my brain trying to think of toothpaste alternatives and the only thing I could think of was peanut butter.

A little back story is required here. Years ago at camp silly I was also out of toothpaste but, not out of peanut butter. Just days before I had read a book that was about substitutes for common household items. It said peanut butter could be used for a sandwich; So I though to myself if peanut butter replaces a sandwich why can't it replace toothpaste. No to the end of my little interlude. I got my teeth clean with peanut butter.

Now back to today diary. I went to the kitchen to get the peanut butter and lo and behold I had some left. I got my teeth brushed and was happy but, the damage was done and I was exhausted from those terrifying three minutes. I went back to bed. My day was ruined. Goodnight diary, see you tomorrow.

silly fake diary entry #21

Back because I am to lazy to write anything else is fiction by silly. Also I don't have anything else to write about.

Sorry diary for abandoning you for so long but, I have had many, many important things on my mind. For instance should I shave my face with an electric razor or with an old blade razor and shaving cream. As you can see from that example I have had a lot on my mind. The future of my life is in the balance. I am at a fork in the road or is it there is a fork on the road. I will talk or write you tomorrow diary we have a lot of catching up to do. Good night old friend.

Another awful post

This will be a short and boring post. Today I read about ten pages of Dive into python 3. I am having a blast. And one cool thing I learned about today was closures. I have seen closures mentioned on hackers news and now I know what they are, OK I don't really understand closures but, someday I might. You know I might actually finish this book, that would be amazing.

Oh yes I almost forgot I also learned about generators. I found out that at least in python generators have nothing to do with making electricity or recharging a car battery. Just like closures I don't understand generators, but with practice I am sure I will.

Another snoozer

You know yesterday how I said I liked the end of the month because of all the sweepstakes there are to enter. Well all those sweepstakes gave me a chance to read some more of dive into python 3 which I am enjoying. This whole leaning one programming language at a time thing is agreeing with me. I am having fun; I don't have anything interesting to write about in my blog, but, like I said I am having fun learning python and maybe one day I will write a program. Who knows it could happen.

What a great time of the month

It my favorite time of the month; the end of the month. I like the end of the month because there are so many sweepstakes ending and that mean more opportunities for me to win some cool prizes. It's a lot of work to enter all the sweepstakes but, I am up to it. That's all for this boring post.

I still have not made anything yet

I am starting to get bored with my posts because I am not writing about anything interesting. When I get something made then I will have something interesting to write about. As I said yesterday at least I am not switching programming languages every week. That's all for today.

I promise you this will be a boring post

I finally got some time yesterday to read some more of dive into python 3 and work in blender. I had a very, very exciting day yesterday. I had fun. I can' think of anything else to add.

I have o nothing to write about

I have got nothing to write about so I will just write that I have not made anything with blender or python, if I do eventually make something I might get an interesting blog post out of it. On the plus side though I don't switch around programming languages anymore.

How exciting

More excitement yesterday. I read a little bit of blender3D: noob to pro and also read so of the gimp documentation on gimp.org. I know someday I will make something instead of just reading tutorials and documentation.

Another boring post #2

This is just another boring post to let myself know that I have not made any animations with blender yet this year. It is time for me to get going, you know making things instead of talking about making things.

Why am I wring this post

Yesterday I did not do much. I did not even get a chance to work in blender or do any computer programming. I hope I start making computer animations shortly, because I am running out of ideas for uninteresting blog posts.

Another boring post

I am still trying to learn only one programming language. This must be a record for me. I think I have written the preceding sentence before. If I keep this up I might and I mean might just someday eventually start making programs. But wait I can't have myself making programs because then I will not be able to complain on my blog that I can't program. Ah I will find something else to complain about.

So exciting

Today I downloaded the newest version of Linux Multimedia Studio so I can make some music. I don't know how long it has been since I first heard of Linux multimedia studio but, it has been awhile. I also downloaded the program when I first heard about it and I tried to make one song but, nothing ever got finished and the program sat on my computer unused. That's the way it goes with most thing with me I start a project and nothing ever gets made. I hope I make some songs this time around.

I am excited about making blender animations

Last night I was re-reading some parts of blender basics. While reading the book I had blender running and decided to put in the path where my finished animations should go. Before when I made animations they would end up in the blender temp folder but, It took me a while to remember where the animations ended up though. Now that I know how to set blender up so that I can put my animations into the folder I want to I will be able to find them easier. Another thrilling post.

I probably will never accomplish this.

After I learn python well enough I want to learn how to use VIM for my python coding. I love the idea of using certain keys or key combination's to edit my source code. It makes me think I am back in the early days of computing. Takes me back to the past.

I have had VIM on my computer for years but, have only used it a few times; never enough to get good at using the program. I don't know how hard it will be to learn but, I will give it my all in trying to learn how to use the program. I am going to have great fun.

Nothing to say

What can I write about today. I am still reading dive into python 3. I am more determined than ever to finish the book. I know I can stick to one programming language long enough to be able start making programs. I am more determined than ever to become a programmer. I probably will not be a good programmer but, I will have achieved one of my dreams. Goodnight.

I finished reading the book blender basics, again

Yesterday I finished reading the book Blender Basics for the second time. Sure reading a book one time is what I usually do but, I had forgotten what I learned from reading blender basics so I had to read the book again. Now all I need to do is keep practicing the stuff I learned in the book so I won't end up having to read the book a third time.

In the past few days I have

In the past few days I have written some of the best posts I have ever posted, OK I am joking. The past few days have been some of the worst posts I have ever written; there are a lot of candidates for that title. I am still slowly read dive into python 3. With that sentence I will end this post.

After I get done reading dive into python

After I get done reading dive into python 3 I hope to start making simple games with python. I have an online book that I saw on hacker news that I will read on how to make games with python. I have always wanted to make my own games so why not start making them now. Sure I might need a lot more programming experience to be able to make computer games but, I will try reading the book anyway.

So far, so good

So far I have kept to my goal of wanting to learn one programming language at a time. I have got nothing to write about today to be honest. I will stop writing now, goodnight.

I am repeating m;yself again

As everyone who has ever had the misfortune of reading this blog knows I want to become a computer programmer. And as you also know I am nowhere near my dream because I never stick to one language and try to master it; I keep switching languages more than I switch socks. Well that that is getting old.

I now hope I have learned my lesson. Trying to learn more than one programming language at one time does not work for me. There are many more things to learn about computer programming besides programming languages: Math, how to design programs, security. After five years I want to make something that is useful to me, or at least a computer game. I know I have written all this before but, why not write it again to keep reminding myself of what I want to become.

A short post

I am slowly making my way through dive into python 3. I hope I will finish reading the book. I know I can do it. That's all, goodnight.

I have stuck to learning one programming

I have stuck to leaning one programming language for a few days now. I figured that if I am ever going to lean how to program I am going to need to lean one programming language at a time and stop trying to learn some many languages at once. After all I do want to make programs and all I need to know is one programming language to make programs. I am such an exciting writer.

This will be an exciting post, not

Yesterday for the first time in days I used blender for about half an hour, yay. Like I have said repeatedly I need to practice using blender some more because I forget how to use it very quickly, probably after just a couple days. Practice, practice, practice. See I told you it would be an exciting post, that's all.

I always make the same mistake

I keep making the same mistake when it comes to programming. I say that I will stick to one programming language then all of a sudden I will end up trying to learn two or three and then I end up not learning anything. The cycle keeps going over and over. I obsesses about which programming language I should learn all the time.

I want to write programs that do something, not just programs that write hello world to the screen. I believe I have learned my lesson now. I will not be able to learn two or more programming languages at one time. I simply don't have enough time. Also if I want to write programs I need to learn a programming languages first. Golly gee, I want to be a programmer, so I need to write programs.

Something to write about today

Something mildly interesting to write today. I wanted to take a screen shot so I opened up the gimp and noticed that there was no menu at the top of the tool box. I thought, great now I can't take a screen shot; which was not a big deal. Then I panicked. I though why is there no menu did I install it wrong, maybe gimp does not work on vista. I just know I messed something up.

So I went to the gimp website and to my relief there was nothing wrong with my instillation of gimp. The two menu items(File and xlns) are not at the top of the tool box anymore on gimp 2.6. I don't know where they went to but, they are where the were. I did not mess up, Yay.

Photo editing software is just like programming to me; I have wanted to master both but, have not even come close. You know instead of trying to learn photo editing and programming myself I could pay someone to learn how to do that stuff. Then after they became good I would force them to use my name and everyone would think I was an uber-computer geek.

Another exciting day

Yesterday I read some more beginner rebol tutorials. This most be some kind of record. Although I am upset because I have not had time to use blender for the past few days. I need to get back to using it. I need the practice. Its hard to believe no one reads this blog isn't it.

I am so stoked

I am stoked because yesterday I read a few rebol tutorials. I can feel it I have a new sense of commitment. I will follow through and learn my first programming language or maybe not. I got hello world to show up in an alert box. Yes!! Ok so I have done that a million time but, this time it is different I will learn the language. I will not give up and then forget everything I learn and then decide I want to learn the language and start over from hello world. I know I can make programs. To bad I have so much to learn.

Thanking about programming

Thinking about programming is as good as programming for me these days :) ha ha. Maybe I will just have the idea that I want to be a programmer and I will never program. Because I never seem to make anything. I just keep writing that I want to make something. Maybe writing that I want to make something will help me get inspired to make something. It could work that way. Though I have been know to be wrong. Well this post makes a lot of sense, I need sleep. Goodnight.

This will only take a minute

I am excited about programming; I have not had much time to actually program though. Its the same with blender; I am excited about make animations 3d model but, I have not had time to make anything. At least I am feeling positive. I suppose if I never learn to program or make animations I will live but, not happily. No I am just kidding I would live happily. I need to get to making things so I have something to write about on my blog. That's all.

Hmm, what boring thing should I write about today

Well the end of the month is here and I have entered my monthly sweepstakes. Yesterday I looked through all the one entry sweepstakes that ended today; there sure were not as many sweepstakes ending on the last day of this month, compared to last month. But entering a lot of sweepstakes if fun for me; I feel like I have accomplished something by entering those sweepstakes. Bring on February. I know who to write an exciting post don't I?

I am the most exciting person it the county

I downloaded the newest version of rebol yesterday and I am determined to make something with it. I always have that feeling every time I download a compiler or interpreter then the feeling fizzles and I get nothing done and then I complain in a blog post that I get nothing done. Then I repeat that cycle over again with another compiler. Someday I will break the cycle and make something.

My posts are depressing

My posts are depressing. Its probably because I am a bad writer but, there could be other reasons. It might be in trying to write a post every day I just write a post even though I don't want to. Ah I will just write a post everyday just to keep writing.

I am totally hyped up, I can feel it this will be the year I make something worth making. Of course I think that every year.

I like writing fiction because I can make things up when I write. I really enjoy making things up. When I write nonfiction I think it is boring because my life is dull. Oh well now one is reading this blog so I am only putjavascript:void(0)ting myself to sleep, I hope.

As I have said over and over aging

As I have said over and over again I want to make computer animations. As I have also said before the animations will only be a few seconds long. I was just thinking maybe I should make some black and white animations, that would be cool.

I have been trying to think of a character I could make up and I think I have though one up. Jimmy Gingerbread the toughest man in the west, maybe or maybe not. It definitely has to have a gingerbread man.

Continuing from yesterday

Continuing from yesterday. I think the name failure is my friend if great for my blog because I fail at everything. I have failed to write my own computer programs, failed to make animations with blender. I am tired of writing in my blog that this will be the year I create a website or this will be the year I make animations. I need to see results. I want to make stuff.

My blog is so repetitive. All I write about now are the things I talked about in the previous paragraph. My blog is so bad I don't even want to read it anymore. I need to stop wring about doing something and just do it. There I go again repeating myself. Someday I will make something I know I will.

I am changing the name of my blog

I am changing the name of my blog because I feel like it. Machine Instructions does not seem appropriate for this blog. It needs a title that is more, well more. I don't know what the word is and really who cares anyway.

Back when I stated this blog I am sure I had dreams of blogging success. Hundreds of thousands of readers, I would be a keynote speaker at blogging conferences. In other words I thought I would be an internet celebrity. Now though I realize that this blog will never be popular. I mean who would read it, its horrible. I don't blame anyone for not reading it.

Even though I probably will never be as good a blogger as I hopped I would be I want to keep posting every day because I like writing, it relaxes me. My writing is painful to read but, so what as long as I enjoy doing it. Goodnight.

I have not been doing much programming

I have not been doing much programming for the past few days but, hope to get back to it shortly. I have had some computer problems lately so I have not had time to program. This will be the year I make something. I promise my self, yes in deed. I do break promises all the time though.

silly fake diary entry #20

Sorry for not writing an entry for the past few days but, its been a hectic week of doing nothing. One thing went wrong and then another thing went wrong and on and on. First my slipper got torn because well, I tore them in a fit of happiness. I know you are dying to know why I was so happy diary so I will tell you why I was so miserable no, wait, I meant to write happy. I watched half an hour of my favorite movie "Silly and the band" and let me tell you that is one heck of an accomplishment.

That is one bad movie. Well anyway diary its time for bed goodnight. I will tell you about tomorrow tomorrow and today tomorrow also, if that makes any sense. Goodnight.

This will only take a minute

There was much excitement yesterday. I practiced writing some javascript. I read part of a tutorial on jquery.com. I started out excited and then as usually happens to me I start to think to myself: I will never be able to learn this and then I can't function. I try to read the words but, nothing makes sense anymore. I suppose I need a lot more practice with javascript. This post is exciting isn't it.

A awful post

In addition to learning how to program and putting up a web site this year I want to start making and putting online 3d animations that I make with blender. They might not be more than a few seconds long though because my computer is not that powerful and I don't want the file sizes to big because the animations would take me to long to upload if the files sizes were to big. I just want to start making animations. I hope I can make the animations at least 5 to 10 seconds long. They will be bad I am sure. That's all for now.

Lost of tutorials to read

I have mentioned before that I have a lot of tutorials that I need to read. It overwhelming because there are some many. I just need to get started and read a few each day and how know maybe in five or six years I will get through reading half of them. Where is this post going. No where that is where. So I am ending this post. See you later.

Please, please don't read this post

More senseless talk about a web site. I know I go on about making a web site but, who cares no one reads this blog anyway. Like I have said before I want to make a web site. So I just need to get something put up onto the web. I don't think it will ever be great but, I need to make on because I want to make one. If you know what I mean. I am real excited right now but, I know when I get the web site put up I am sure I will be disappointed. That's the end of today's boring post. See you tomorrow if I don't see you later today :).

sillys fake diary entry #19

Sorry diary for not writing and entry for awhile. I have been totally stressed since I ate all that candy. I have not been able to anything. Ok, ok I never do anything even when I am not stressed but, now I am stressed and not doing anything. I have just been able to lay up in bed and not been able to do anything else.

On the positive side I have been able to catch up on my T.v. viewing. I just sit there day after day staring at the television and it is not even turned on. I must say it is an impressive looking piece of electronics. It just wonderful looking. I know, I know diary I could you know turn it on but, it looks so peaceful when it is turned off. I can't bring myself to ruin all that by turning it on as I just said. Sorry diary I am repeating myself.

Are you still with me diary. I hope I have not put you to sleep. Hellooo. Well I will let you go diary. I know you are busy. Goodnight.

Wild talk about a web site

I know yesterday I talked about a web site and so today I will too. For years I have wanted to put up a web site. But there probably will not be an internet to put my web site on by the time I get around to building said web site. I am waiting so long because my web site needs to be perfect for that one person that will visit it. I picture it being like this blog: bad writing and no readers.

But you know, having no one interested in what I write is a good thing. No one will insult my intelligence; except myself of course, I can write what I want and no one will complain; because no one cares, and I can post as much as I want and no one will complain; again because no one cares.

But I think if I ever do get a web site up I will have fun building it even though no one will ever visit it. I love programming and get upset that I don't know how to program. I need to get that web site up. Go web site.

I am boring

Continuing with the completely uninteresting posts on programming. This year I hope to finally make a website. I know what kind of web site I want to make as I have said in this blog before. I want to make a website that has games that I make that people can play. I said before that I want to make atari 2600 games. Now I also think that I want to make some games with JavaScript and put those on the website too.

I want the website to use html 4.0 or html 5. I will also use css and php. I have a lot to do so I need to get started. I have got mountains of tutorials that I want to read on those programming languages.

More deep thoughts

Today I did some deep thinking. Not to deep though. Yesterday I wrote that I wanted to start making programs. Then I started thinking about why do I want to learn so many programming languages. I guess I want to look smart is the reason I came up with for why I want to learn so many programming languages. Its time to stop trying to be or look smart. I want to see if I can write programs. I have wanted to programs for years but, like I said yesterday I have never made anything. I know I can do it if I focus. I will try this year. I will give it my best shot.

Who know what this post will be about

I thought I would write another post about programming today and so I will. I know I say this all the time but, I want to make my own programs. So with that in mind I have stopped thinking I need to lean a lot of programming languages. I know I need to learn only a few languages.

I only have so much time to practice programming. Also what is the point of learning hello world in every programming language and not knowing how to make programs. Of course I can learn as many programming languages as I want. And do I ever like learning a little bit about some programming language I have never tried before. But gosh I just want to start making programs.

I was just thinking that maybe I should stop worrying about programming languages and only worry about making things. Because I always worry about should I learn a bunch of programming languages or one or two and it doesn't matter with options I try I still have not made anything. Maybe that is what I should do just worry about creating programs and not worry about programming languages. Use whatever language I want but, just start making stuff today. Because if I don't stat making programs I will forever be just creating hello world programs. Yes I need to start creating and not worrying about how many programming languages I am trying to learn or not learn, just make programs. Go, go go.

Don't reat this post

This will be a very exciting post. I am still reading a book on php and I am still also reading reading Dive into python three. I hope to get both of those books read this year. See I told you it would be an exciting post. Who knows maybe by the time computers can program themselves I will be able to write my own computer games. That is all for today. Goodnight and good evening.

sillys fake diary entry #19

January 13, 2000

Dear diary

Since I had so much fun eating the pumpkin pie yesterday today I thought I would eat a big bag of mixed candy. I am talking about the big bags of candy that you will find at almost any store. I think they would be called fun size. And I did have fun eating the candy.

I stated eating the candy at 9:00am and finished at 4:00pm. I know that seems like an outrageous amount of time to eat one bag of candy and I agree. Most of the time was spent trying to get the last few pieces eaten. It took me ten minutes to finish off the last two handfuls of candy.

Wow I feel great even though I have eaten all that candy because I feel a sense of accomplishment. Yay. Have a great night diary.

sillys fake diary entry #18

January 12 2000

Dear diary

Man do I feel bad diary. My stomach hurts. From those few words you know I had an exciting day. It was wild in fact. At 9:00am I sat down to eat a piece of pumpkin pie. I had the piece finished by about 9:15. I was feeling good so I decided why not eat the whole pie. I know what your thinking diary, silly is wild and even zany. I am those things diary.

For the next few hour it was pandemonium. Who knew sitting at the table and eating some pie could be so exciting. I almost had the pie finished at around 3:00 all I had left was one piece. And that piece took me the longest to eat because I was stuffed by that time. I should not have taken forty five minutes to finish off what amounts to a small bite though.

I had that pie polished off at 3:45 but, I was so stuffed and exhausted that I was no good to anyone including myself for the rest of the day. I am proud of myself. A week ago I would have said one piece of pie is enough and called it a day. Today though I set a hard goal and met the challenge. Yes, Yes, Yay. Sweet dreams diary.

sillys fake diary entry #17

January 11 2000

Dear diary

Sorry for not writing a diary entry yesterday but, I was so tired that I did not feel like writing. All that driving or I mean flying to the silly compound from the silly apartment. It was like ten minutes in the car or I mean plane so I was just completely exhausted. I know you would be to if you spent that much time traveling diary.

Today I just sat around and argued with Ms silly. Oh our relationship it so volatile. We yell at each other more then we have civil conversations. It was not always that way. Two or three months ago we were as happy as anyone I have ever known. I don't know what changed in our relationship but, something did. I don't want to know what changed though, I just want to bury my head in the sand and hope things get better someday.

I guess my marriage is not so bad. For one thing I have a woman who cares enough to remember my name. She cared enough to marry me. She has put up with me for longer than I though anyone would ever put up with me. I hope things get better someday. I am tired so, goodnight diary.

I'll say it again

I'll say it again. I want this to be the year that I start making my own small programs and animations. I know I can do it. I just need to focus and work hard. I want to do it so hopefully I will reach my goal, then again maybe I won't. Who knows.

sillys fake diary entry #17

January 9 2000

Dear diary

Today was another boring day at silly's apartment. I just sat around watching T.V. BORING. I am so boring. I never do anything exciting. Heck with it I am tired so goodnight diary. I think I will head for the silly compound tomorrow because this apartment living is getting tiresome.

sillys fake diary entry #16

January 8 2000

Dear diary

After yesterdays flurry of activity(reading a book) I was exhausted so I spent my whole day today on the couch in front of the T.V. watching DVDs. I know what you thinking diary how exciting silly why don't you quit boring me and get back to watching the movies. Your wish is my command diary. Goodnight diary and see you tomorrow.

sillys fake diary entry #16

January 7 2000

Dear diary

Diary you probably don't know this about me but, when I was younger I want to be a world class chess player. The reason I did not become a chess player was because of lack of practice and also I did not know a rook from a king. I would say not knowing which chess piece was witch piece was pretty embarrassing when you dream of being a chess player.

So that is why today for the first time in years I picked up a how to play chess book. And after reading through it I still do not know a rook from a queen. How disappointing. My dream has come to an end because I finally realize that I will never be able to play the game I love. I will just have to watch the game and still be confused as to what exactly is going on. Not knowing what is going on in the game is part of the excitement really.

I did not do much besides reading the chess book today. Yea it was a boring day though I am exhausted so goodnight diary.

sillys fake diary entry #15

January 6 2000

Dear diary

I could not sleep at all last night so you know what that means yep, no one else got to sleep either. I know it is so selfish of me to wake everyone up but, I do play good music even though it is loud. Thinking of other people has never been my strong point that for sure.

I am so tired I don't think I will continue writing, goodnight diary. I am off to watch Austin powers, goodnight.

sillys fake diary entry #14

January 5 2000

Dear diary

Its more of the same in the new year diary. I fly here I fly there. I don't technically fly of course. I fly on a plane that flies. You got me I don't actually fly on a plane that flies. You always know when I am not telling the truth diary.

You know me and you know that I would never spend the money on a plane ticket. No I would never do that. Instead I fly my little wooden glider that I buy at the store for a dollar or two. I have been flying those types of gliders since I was a little silly. Young silly I mean. Flying them brings me back to my youth. What fun I had today.

I fly my little glider in the park next to my apartment which is plenty big for flying. The only problem I had today was that it was so windy that all the glider did when I threw it was fly right back towards me. Sure I could have thrown it with the wind but, what fun would that be. There is no challenge in that. I always need a challenge as you know diary. The glider never broke even though it hit the had ground numerous time very hard.

I am sure I have bored you enough today diary, so goodnight and I will be writing you tomorrow. Sleep well. OK you don't sleep but, you get the idea.

sillys fake diary entry #13

January 4, 2000

Dear diary

I promise you diary that I will not write another diary entry like I did yesterday. I was emotional and upset. I'll say it again, it won't happen again. On to happier things.

And those happier things are will, nothing really. Today I just sat around in my apartment and ate chocolate cake. I adore chocolate cake. I once ate one whole chocolate cake in an hour. I was upset at that time too. I am so upset I don't feel like writing anymore today dairy. Goodnight.

Sillys fake diary entry #11

January 3, 2000

Dear diary.

I am so upset dairy. Its three days into the new millennium and already I can't wait for this year to end. My life is horrible. Misses silly is so unreasonable I can not believe it. Which is why I can't wait for this year to and maybe are marriage to end.

Diary she said she wants me to pay more attention to her. How dare she. We are married so I am not supposed to pay attention to her. "Attention is for courtship maria" I said. She had the gall to tell me that I was mistaken and said that if I did not start treating her with more respect she would leave me. "Leave me for who" I said. She said "Living with you all these years I don't want another man". "Thanks" I said. She said "Don't take it as a compliment, I meant I realize I want to live alone, because you are so mean to me. I said "You think I am mean to you, you should see the way I treat other people because I am downright almost nice to you. Our argument went on for a few more minutes then I stormed out of the apartment.

She can leave me for all I care. I will just get someone else. Oh heck I don't want her to leave, I am really fond of that woman. Maybe she will change her mind or I could change my mind and start treating her nicer.

All this talk about my marital problems has left me drained. I am eating an ice cream cone and then its off to bed for me. Goodnight diary.

sillys fake diary entry #12

January 2, 2000

Deary diary

Well dear diary we are almost two days into to the new millennium an you know what it feel an awful lot like the last millennium. That's just my astute observation

I have a confession to make diary I have already given up on my new years resolution I made what like yesterday. I know, I know how could I but, I figured that is what everyone else does and I want to be like everyone else so I should make a resolution and then give up on trying to accomplish my resolution shortly thereafter. I don't think I will ever stick to a new year resolution but, I will keep making resolutions every year. That does not make any sense does it, oh well.

I feel so guilty diary because I did not get anything done today. I just sat around eating turkey sandwiches and what was left of my sugar cookies. The were more sugar cookies left over than I though there were. I think I will hire some one to make the cookies for my new years eve party next year.

I have go to get to sleep now because I am flying back to silly city tomorrow, wishing you sweet dreams diary.

sillys fake diary entry # 11

January 1, 2000

Dear diary

Dairy I had a wild night last night. I stayed up until 9:00pm. Yea I got tired and fell asleep. In my defense the night before I stayed up until 8:30pm half an hour past my bedtime. I start losing energy after my bedtime diary.

The new years eve party went well even though it did not last until new years day. Everyone was there: my teddy bear, my computer, my favorite books and last and certainly least I was there. It would have been a star studded event except that I was there, lol.

The sugar cookies were a hit. Teddy my teddy bear said they were the worst he ever tasted in his life. But teddy has not had much of a life so what does he know. Besides I think he likes to make me upset by saying mean things to me.

As you know diary I make a new years resolution every year. And as you also know diary its the same resolution year after year because I never follow through with my resolution. If I did accomplish my resolution and then made the same resolution the next year what would be the challenge of the resolution. I would be setting myself up to succeed though and I like to succeed even if its a lock that I will succeed.

Here is my resolution just like last year diary. I want to learn how to program. I know it is a big goal but, this is the last year I am will come though. Next year I will be a programmer and then I will need to get another resolution, I think. Well diary its already past my bed time, goodnight.