The Woman Who Wanted To Program, but never did page 15

Now it was time for everyone to head off for a good nights sleep for a busy day tomorrow. Jessica's parents wanted to help set up for the party as they loved parties just as much as their daughter.

After that good night of sleep. Except Jessica did not always get a good night of sleep because she would toss and turn worrying that her life had been wasted because she had not accomplished as much as she wanted. She worried about dying and not getting done in life what she always wanted to do. And most of all she worried that she might be missing out because she did not want a relationship. She thought well everyone else is happy and in a relationship and here I am alone and missing out on what everyone else has. Maybe my decision to live alone is the wrong decision for me and I would actually want a relationship. Maybe I will regret deciding to live alone later in life and look back and say I wish I had gotten married and had a family a I am sure I could have found that perfect guy who would make me happy and we would have a great time together.

She realized that thinking about these things while she was trying to sleep was not the best thing to do so she would repeat to herself you need to sleep now so quiet you mind and think about these things during the day time but, saying that did not always work and she would stay up all night tossing and turning. Which see realized was not good for her productiveness during the day because she would sometime be sluggish. She also sometimes have to take a nap. Sleeping during the daytime was easy for her because she was much calmer and relaxed and she would fall asleep almost instantly. And off to dream land she would good and then she would wake up feeling relaxed and rested and ready for the rest of the day.

There was always a theme for Jessica's weekend parties and this weeks theme was Halloween. The house was to be decorated in back and orange and there would be skeletons and pumpkins outside as well. And spook music was going to be played throughout the weekend including Jessica's favorite monster mash. And the guests could come in costumes or the could dress regular it did not matter. Jessica would even provide costume's for the people who could not afford to rent one or did not have the inclination to rent a costume because she was extremely generous.

He parents were going to help carve the pumpkins that were to line the walk way leading to the house. The pumpkins were to have LED lamps that would light up the pumpkins. The pumpkins were to be carved in the likenesses of computer city celebrities. One was to be carved in the likeness of Cynthia File the founder of star computer and one of the guests that was invited to the party.